myimmortal

2011-09-30T18:48:00.002+08:00

stop assuming you bitch.

2011-07-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

Why do you always make me look like an idiot when I talk to much.

2011-07-09T02:34:00.001+08:00

I hate it when my emotions rule over me.

2010-11-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

Too many cooks spoil the broth

2010-11-06T17:36:00.001+08:00

i'm kinda grateful that nobody uses blogger anymore. hehehehehe. now i can post anything i like without anyone looking at it. actually i can choose to not post it but it's just tempting to click the post button. thats how weird human beings are. always contradicting themselves. haih.

2010-11-06T17:30:00.003+08:00

I never knew your absence/presence would affect my work production.

2010-10-16T16:15:00.002+08:00

I can kill myself recalling those nonsense I once put so much effort into.

No wait. that's not even me. yes... i didn't do that. i didn't. I SAID I DIDN'T!

GO AWAY!

LEAVE ME ALONE!

erm... signs of insanity here. please call 911 and get this patient out of my sight. thanks.

2010-09-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

lhy " 好似london bridge咁比人唱左十幾年都唔down~就得=] "

LOL

2010-07-31T15:11:00.002+08:00

"每当幸福到达最高峰时, 恶梦就会开始"

2010-07-30T17:13:00.001+08:00

It's weird how feelings can change so quickly.

2010-06-18T18:27:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I have this edgy feeling and start walking around in circles. Questions that are left unanswered resurfaced, yet knowing after a period of time they'll return to where they belong.

I'm waiting for something to take my attention away from them.

2010-06-06T12:32:00.002+08:00

I used to think hope is near as long as you hold on to it.

But now I've learnt to give up hope as soon as you know it's not worth holding on to.

2010-06-03T17:37:00.001+08:00

It kinda sucks when you simply want to put your mind at ease and enjoy for a day or two but you know some where at the back of your mind, there's still that thing which bothers you.

geez...

2010-06-02T19:16:00.002+08:00

driver in china speeding on the road even when there's a lot of people.

passenger to driver: hey don't drive so fast! you're going to bang someone down!

driver to passenger: nah, it's okay. we have too many people

HAHA wth! from 987fm XD

2010-06-02T19:04:00.001+08:00

OMG i just did something super retarded. HAHA! I accidentally translated my whole blog into chinese and it is SUPER HILARIOUS to read it LOL! try it :P

2010-06-02T18:44:00.002+08:00

What do you call the weird feeling of being ignored?

It's rather disturbing sometimes when you wait for a reply.

What's more, you don't know if the reply is coming or not.

You've probably just waited in vain for the pass hour for a simple grunt of reply.

HAHA laughs at you.

Karma.

Cause I'm encountering that now... @.@

2010-05-28T19:55:00.002+08:00

I can't believe i'm picking up blogging again after it being stagnant for so so so so long. haha.

welcome to yet another boring weekend of my life!

yay!

i'm still bored though. i realised i have nothing to say.

and i realised there's no point to this post.

and i realised how stupid it is to post.

and i realised, it is like talking to myself.

so i realised this is stupid.

no wonder i quit blogging.

haha! wth...

2010-05-22T19:26:00.001+08:00

i think i miss hongkong more than singapore.

i don't know why. maybe i'm mixing a lot with hongkongers here.

and they remind me a lot of hong kong.

i still wonder sometimes, what i'll be like if daddy didn't migrate to singapore in the first place or put me in sydney now...

2010-05-22T19:17:00.003+08:00

i was just reading my posts history. and i realised how lame i was and how much i've grown over the pass few years. 4-5 years? haha. well i'm 17 now (: i'm old! haha.

and i realised how emo i was back then. which now i thought i was so dumb @.@

oh wells. i'm glad i'm so much happier now! i guess that's what people meant by the 'transition period' for a kid to become a teenager. i'm glad i'm over and done with the period. haha. okay... not really. but i'm not so childish to be depressed over the least depressing thing that i'll never consider to be depressed over now.

hm. 22may2010.

weird huh.

so much have changed. i'm in australia sydney now, week 7 already i think. i used to count it, but now i've lost count. not because the numbers are getting larger, but because it stopped being significant that how long i've left singapore for. not that i'm forgetting about singapore, but it's just that i'm starting to get used to the life here mainly because i'm happier each day with the new friends that i made.

though it's still difficult, i guess i'm doing fine...

tests and deadlines are coming up. i can feel the stress increasing. definitely nothing compared to singapore's education system, but still seeing the difference between the first few weeks and now. this is indeed a very fast moving course. chapters that will take a few lessons to complete in singapore are only briefly taught in an hour's lesson here. although i've learnt most of them before, homework and revision are all cramped into a weekend to complete.

i don't know... but i think i like it here. besides that sometimes during weekends it gets a little lonely.

2010-02-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

This is too difficult and complicated for me to understand what on earth is happening.

2010-02-11T11:35:00.001+08:00

Vanilla Twilight (Owl City)

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

2009-12-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

woowww it's christmas already! and i didnt change my blog skin since last year. suitable. IT'S CHRISTMAS TODAY!!!!!! the day i love the most. but this year's christmas is so not christmas. i dont know why. but nevermind! KOREA IS AWESOME! fell in love with kimchi :P yummy! i should go try twitter. this holiday, i'm like finally free to do something fun online. it has been a funfilled holiday this year. FUN! everyone's coming to hongkong! no wonder air tickets to hongkong are so expensive tsk tsk tsk. cause of singaporeans coming to hk. my sis's friends are also coming!

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! (:

2009-08-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

2009-06-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

the holidays are going to be over!
okay everyone's bored hearing how people didnt study enough -.-
never mind. haha. er. and even the most hardworking person i've ever seen said she's slacking.
that's how ironic life can get. LOL.
stupid seah xing jun flooded my tagboard.

everyone's working towards a common goal! to hope that there'll be extended holidays hehe
hot united we people are. go take a look at channel news asia singapore website and cast a vote on whether school holidays should be extended. kinda funny. i bet those who voted for online internet learning are teachers who still want the holidays but are afraid they can't finish the syllabus. HAHA

oops.... (:

2009-04-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

i feel so dumb. i will never learn no matter how many times i fail to realise this is not real.
noooo....

stupid.
bleah. whatever. i dont really care.
just smack me in the face and hope that i'll wake up from the unreal...

2009-04-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay i'm back!
GUESS WHAT! okay... this is not a mystery anymore.
hahaha

SNSB GOT GOLD (with honours) for SYF 2009!!!!
though i dont really care about the honours.
hahaha. we're more than satisfied to get the gold already.
though it was a pity AMK didnt get the honours. i dont mind exchanging our awards. cause i think they really deserve it MORE than us. BUT it doesnt mean we don't deserve it okay. see the difference? hahaha
the mystery of why they didnt get GWH will still be a mystery. oh wells...
HEY! but still congragulate us for getting GWH okay! dont say we dont deserve it just cause AMK didnt get it. thats a very mean and demoralizing thing to say ):

haha okay... that day went like this...

we reached sch at 5.30. reminded me of genting. haha so early and there's nobody in school except the band. haha. did all the warm ups tuning and stuff. thanks to all the daily morning practice we all had to train our morning muscles. (: it really works. duhhhh ms sia's idea what!

a few people came to talk to us and cheng mei said a prayer. aw... you should have seen ms sia's face when she found out that chengmei's the one who's suppose to say our prayer. HAHAHA
i wonder how the school wrote their prayer for us. hehe.

we were smart and left school so freaking early to not get caught in the morning jam. still rmb how one of our buses was late two years ago. still wondered if that's the reason why...erps... hahaha NOTHING!

tuning and everything. it went really well. i thought the band was super well prepared and ready for battle! for me at least. i was really confident compared to NBC and genting and the random public performance.

hehe the first band really do get some advantages to compensate for our lack of sleep. haha. at least we got to sit on stage for a few minutes when they annouce the judges and everything. calm ourselves. though i was not scared at all i dont know why. probably cause there's not much audience. another good thing about being the first band. haha.

oh wow. you wouldnt believe how well we played. not only did we not screw up like every other public performances, we played exceptionally well! you should have heard us. hahaha. omg. i've never heard such a beautiful piece of music from our band before. i never knew how we did it. haha. i even had a tear in my eye after the performance. probably due to victory. horns were great. YIINGHUEY! hahahaha when we got onto the cargo lift with the percs, li wen started crying. which made everyone else (okay fine. i'm one of them. not everyone) hahaha. start tearing too.

BUT this time it's different from TWO YEARS BACK! these are tears of disbelief and JOY!
HELL! WE DIDNT SCREW UP! not even a single mistake! WHY!!! did someone feed the band with some pills the night before or something. hahahaha not that we want the mistakes. but hey! if you know us well enough you should know that SNSB loves to screw up really badly on stage compared to daily practices. hahaha.

ya... the tension in the hall when we got our results was unforgettable. TOO BAD TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO DIDNT TURN UP! hahahaha (hints... the senior.... THAT senior....) HAHAH :P

aiya.. but but spoilt by all the amk-should-deserve-it-and-snsd-shouldnt remarks.
haha but seriously, after playing we thought we had chance of getting a gold. thats why we were so happy after it. hey we can get the gold back for our seniors! what else can you ask for! NEVER i say again NEVER has it crossed my mind to get a GWH. hey we're not that greedy okay. even if the whole school's performing arts get GWH i'm still statisfied with a gold. yup (:

haha but after hearing amk we were like... die la... silver already.... so imagine if we think we're around two grades lower than amk, and we still got GWH, imagine how high their real score is la! and after deducting 10% they still got gold, they must have scored near full marks or something. hahahaha. what a pity i feel really sorry for them and their hard work oh dear... ):

but once again, putting SNSB down is a really bad thing to do ): bad girl bad boys.stop doing it on the forum! hahaha ya or the admin person will just ban you or something.

*zhu er did a really silly thing. she's bowing to every AMK student we see on the streets as a form of apology for our misdoings. hahaha. you know what i mean.

2009-02-27T22:24:00.001+08:00

i just made the worst mistake ever for assuming too much and just became the worst kuku head on earth! arghhhh....
i feel so cheated and idiotic!

2009-02-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

hahaha eeww a lizard got squashed in between my bathroom door. haha and all the intestines and blood were splattered. should have taken a picture and gross the hell out of everyone hehe
yeah right i ran away the moment i found it out. eww and it spoilt my appetite. hahaha. seriously... it was utterly disgusting with the eyes bulging out and a lump of goo at the tummy.
haha
and my brother worsened my appetite by describing how the duck drumstick look like the lizard and how the juice tasted like the blood. peeeeeyew

disgustingly gross. hahaha.
i feel lost being so free next week.

anyway i'm too lazy to change the skin so ya.... LET IT BE CHRISTMAS EVERYDAY! :D

"you never lose by loving. you always lose by holding back"

2008-12-19T21:18:00.003+08:00

ARGHH seriously! what is the world turning into! why must that stupid bitch woman hook finish other people's husband, the husband dont want her, then go hook other people's boyfriend! bitch right wa laoooooooooo damn angry lor stupid show >:( IDIOT BITCH!

bleah. haha my daddy fed me cream soda mix milk. yuck. and i can further confirm myself that i do really HATE cream soda taste like medicine only. not done like cream soda. is HATE HATE cream soda. haha so ya... i hate cream soda dont try feeding me cream soda every again. lucky i took a SIP later stomach ache again boo...

2008-12-18T15:35:00.011+08:00

haha i was reading through my 'past'. you know those posts ten years ago.
i read those when i was still a young and innocent sec one 0.o
and i realised every post is positive.
and it feels great to be happy.
so i shall try my best to be a happy kid! yayy
haha... i still like beauty and the beast and the saxophone.

freak. and i swear my lousy stomach and gastric will still give me problems even if i'm eating at the cleanest restaurant in japan.
i wonder why i've not died of food poisoning yet. haha
and i'm sick of running to the loo every now and then :/

i shall go do what i do best... homework... hey at least it keeps my mind off certain things for the time being! HA what a JOKE! mugging to relieve stress O.o

haha ya cause my life is a joke! Laugh now! hahahahahaha :) it shall be rated the best joke of the century hahaha i'm serious!

and i hate 3rd parties. why do every freaking show have a bitch who ALWAYS freakingly ALWAYS break up a happy couple. such a BITCH bitch bitch bitch! i hate these scenes almost threw my slipper at that woman argh >:(

and charlyne said in her blog: never let go, even if there's no more hope (:

2008-12-18T01:06:00.013+08:00

18th December is the worst day of the month >:(
December is the worse month of the year >:(
2008 is the worse year of my life >:(
ask me why...
Because i'm worse than the greatest ass hole in the whole wide world! >:(

because i believe too easily.
and i dont understand.

why do i feel your warmth leaving... and now even belonging to someone else.
you numbed me from all feelings
where do i belong now...

2008-12-18T00:37:00.003+08:00

17 December was the best day this month :D
hahaha dont ask me why (:

2008-12-16T22:07:00.001+08:00

it's been SEVEN days already... and it's making me anxious! almost out of my wits...

haihh i like beauty and the beast. so nice...

2008-12-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

i went shopping today and i swear i really dont like shopping >:(
people should seriously include shopping as a physical activity.
hm. no. i think i prefer playing with balls. yes... uhh i prefer to climb. i think i'm a monkey.

2008-12-13T15:53:00.001+08:00

I want a huggggg :(

2008-12-13T00:25:00.003+08:00

i owe someone a dedicated post pffffffffsss
haha and it is suppose to be LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG..... em... about 1000 words?
and i said i'll try. [but fails yay even before anything else...shh you're not suppose to see this!]

hm... what am i going to write here...
this person told me four jokes today. cause i was sad. yay sad.
haha
then i laughed at the jokes. which made me happy. yay so now i'm happy.
haha er.....this is going to be the crappiest post i'll ever post.

hm i dont remember why i owe this dedicated post.... but i think i remember owing it some how.
uhh see i'll never reach a thousand words. haha whatever. oh no everyone is sleeping so i have to go! i've tried my best (:

2008-12-12T23:12:00.004+08:00

i'm in hongkong! yay hahaha okay whatever.
hm. i'm bored. yay. shall rent disks to keep my company. catch up on some movies then i didnt watch cause somebody went to watch with someone else instead ): hahaha....

CHARLYNE! I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE!

i'm unhappy >:(
but i must not GREEDY!

2008-12-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

i feel frozen by your coolness towards me

2008-12-01T17:21:00.004+08:00

yay today is a boring day just like any other day haha
as usual i woke up as late as i can
ate lunch
watch some tv and youtube.
and i finished my show today so i'm exceptionally bored.
so i wrote some letters and posted them then on the way back i bought some chips.
chacho's cheesy cheese
haha
someone's favourite.

then my sister came home then my brother and mummy came home. yay. i was home alone for the whole day until now.
oh and i ate some chocolate too sweet. i think i better stick on to dark chocolate.
a little bitterness to cover up for the sorrow in me. hahaha
whatever.

ouch i bit my tongue.haha random. oh whatever.
dont know what i ate wrong. keep having stomach ache ever since i came back from genting.
oh i know. my stomach is upset too. thats why i have an upset stomach. haha okay lame. heh.

cant wait to leave singapore. yes. haha. leave the bitterness behind.
then i can wake up every morning in hk and go eat all the dimsum in the world with my grandmama. just hope that i dont fall ill.haha always fall sick when i go hk. like my brother. then my skin will go all dry and my lips will peal even more than in singapore.

i hope the temperature there isnt too cold. haha and i haven pack. i bet i'm going to pack last minute again.

i miss genting! where sorrows are forgotten...

2008-12-01T01:36:00.003+08:00

daddy taught me to always think positive.
but i guess thats why i get disappointed time and again...
thinking that everything may just go back to before and ends happily ever after...
when this may just be a dream. may... because i'm still hoping.
a small part of me is still positive...

2008-11-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY ANGRY WITH YOU! >:(

2008-11-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

today miss sia scold ):
yay today i ate ban mian and reminded me of charlyne!
yay and we collected our band tee today so preeeeeetty (:
hmm... going to genting on monday
but dont feel excited leh...
still abit sian diao leh
i think cause today too tired already. haha
slept late wake up early can. thats why miss sia scolded me.
haha
she say my lips still sleepy.
i think is cause i'm like frozen under the air con lor and i mistook chilli sauce as tomato sauce so i ate my hotdog bun with chilli until it burned my toungue and lips. yay i know i'm lousy haha thats why i need charlyne to eat my chilli when i'm having orange bowl hehe!
ehh maybe also cause i really still sleepy luh haha
today friday horr... hm.. tmr saturday.. wonder what i should do.
i'm too lazy to pack my lugage... as usual.. haha
i hate packing unless some one does it with me :D haha
i'm eating curry prawn crackers. unhealthy and fats! Haha but i dont care err haha. anw i think i'm growing fat! eat too much unhealthy tidbits already ma.... but cannot blame me!
use to kill time one can when i watching show or waiting.... ahem..
haha

i want songs so i can load it into the camera so i wont feel bored on the bus ride to genting... BUT SOMEONE DOESNT WANT TO SHARE WITH ME! boohoooooo
and i lost my handphone earpiece thats why i cant listen to songs with my phone ): ): ):
so should i even bring my phone? it doesnt even have roaming....

I WANT A WALLET!

2008-11-13T21:17:00.013+08:00

'总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰'

'因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里都装满伤悲'

'总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对'

2008-11-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

i'm suppose to be studying for my spa and i'm so sleepy.
ytd went to esplanade for this free band concert. cheapskate section. haha.
erm. made dinner and played sims at sijia's house. so funny.

today, had this career course.
then did alot of band stuff. for fund raising. must come and support.
somebody was playing some game and became doubly mad haha. okay lame.

charlyne's o level is going to end on thursday. and she said she is going to visit. i think....
but she's not even coming to school on her last day in st nicks ):
some more graduate cannot see charlyne forever and ever and ever and ever already.

I feel so hurt ):
Somebody is so mean right ):
I cry already larh ):

i'm damn saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddd

2008-10-14T20:21:00.005+08:00

tragic ar really tragic ):
38.3
and it's going up instead of down ):
oh crap 38.8 ):
'WEAKLING!' charlyne used to scold...used to ):

miss band today.
christine say miss sia scold.
rachel lee say they very good wor!
haha
haih
home alone ):
cause my brother suey
so went to see doctor to get his arm done
he fell. cause of slippery floor.
lucky it was his last paper today.
dont know suey or lucky.
hope he's alright.
thats why i'm home alone now ):
have to fix my own dinner ):
dont feel like eating.
cant sleep ):
slept for so long ever since i got back from school.
my brother left the comp on thats why

aiyoo sijia must be you curse me say i tragic then now i really tragic arr....
btw my papers sucked ):
bio was worse than chem when i didnt even finish my chem paper ):

sad life ):

nobody cares ):

2008-10-11T13:26:00.002+08:00

my mummy thought that i'm having high fever.
cause my face is all red.
i couldnt get up this morning. even though i slept at 8.30 last night. i can't even stand up now!

yesterday's games day was so fun.
play until fall sick ah.
only had appetite for one small bun in the morning and burger for lunch.
even though the day's energy required much more than that.
we played a total of seven games. i played six reserved for one.

the first game was with hope i think. i was the goalie. 5 nil i didnt even get 5 meters near the ball. haha. okay. stop being ego. it's all brenda wong' s pro football strategy and skills.
[even our siccors paper stone had strategy. thanks to geraldine. haha.]
sarah shot one goal i think.

then the second game. i also forget already. i think it's loyalty. ooh ya with janeal she's the goalie for her team. ahaha i shot that goal! guess how!
everyone's crowding around the little ball trying to at least touch the ball, woa. then so fun so i look at the ball then anyhow whack the ball went in even before anyone knew what's happening.
yaa.. so it's just beginner's luck. heh.
janeal was good she saved like dont know how many goals haha

ooh then is with wisdom. i didnt play. cause somebody cheated me into playing the next game. hor shermaine dont know who leh. but it was exciting. 1 nil also. it was so funny. cause the person was like 'last 30 seconds' then brenda woa last 30 seconds! then kick. it went in. HAHA yay.

hm. then charity. ya lor stupid shermaine cheat me into playing this game. tsk.
1 nil. guess how the goal went in again. actually no one knew. hm. it was like one bunch of people around the ball. and i stood there rather confused. woah. then someone kick the ball at my sheen and rebounded so it went it. HAHA wth right.
hm.

justice. i think it was a penalty kick thats why we won. one nil. yay brenda saved 3 goals and kicked in one goal (:

semi finals with 3D. so funny. cause before the game brenda was telling us to throw in a ball at the centre of the field in front of the goal so that she can head in and score [if no one is blocking]
yay then dont know who kicked out. so i went to pick the ball and threw in exactly where she told us to and wham she kicked the ball in and scored. yay! and the teacher who stood there watching was so funny. he was like 'brenda easy goal ar!'
okay whatever blah blah... hmm.. then what happened...

oh ya then got into finals. then we play with charity again. then ohh! it was a penalty kick cause draw. then miss lim said two kicks will do cause no time. then kick ah kick. still draw. then we ask for one more chance. then still draw. then miss lim say scissors paper stone. then the sch was like 'noooooo' [cause we were the last game and everyone's at the specs stand watching the game] okay lor then she said 'don't you all want to go home?' then they were like 'noooooo' okay fine then she said one last try. then still draw!
woaaa like how know. then she say no choice lor. scissors paper stone! but still 'noooooooooooooo'
then this angry mr yeo [i think] run and scolded the refree [so fierce] and said 'why put the ball further and further when they cant kick in' and he shifted the ball nearer. then kick arrrrr brenda scored! yay! and we won.
haha.
end of story.
so yay to brenda! (: so pro right!
hmm... actually, we were saying that whatever game she's playing, that game will sure to get champion. HAHA! okay.
-end of ego post.-

but this was the best games day ever. haha!

i remembered sec one we were dying to win and in the we only won one round HAHA!
then sec two... less competitive. we got into semi but lost.
then sec three we were like heck la! play play only. we are not soccer players.
[come to think of it we all prefer basketball.we dont play soccer for god's sake!]
and we got first! yay! thanks to brenda HAHA
i think this was the first time i've played a football match besides PE.
and soccer was the 'secretly star game' in our level. you can see our level's student playing soccer almost every recess or after school. hm... ever since sec one.
haha.
yay. so fun. still prefer basketball though. er... at least i know how and when people score instead of anyhow whack HAHA (:
but still anyhow play one haha.
hey at least better than soft ball [our group lost all the games for soft ball during PE :P]
hahaa so much about sports. i'm now aching all over.

haih. sad that i still have tuition later on.
i think somebody is having some dining etiquette course now! hehe (:

2008-10-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOooo
okay nevermind
haih
HAIIIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

sad la sad laaa
HAIHHHHHHHHHHH
actually, what's so sad?
dont know.

went to school today
to practice
so hardworking neh
then ate orange bowl
then went to watch movie
then went to eat ice jelly ouch
then went home
yay

tmr games day
yay
so happy
play soccer
ha
game strategy:
all guard at the goal and branda wong scores!
yay! wins and cheers.

2008-08-27T17:04:00.002+08:00

YAY! i feel happy!

oh... on second thoughts... ): ): ):
dont want to go for some activity tmr, ****
later kana scolding again.
AGAIN.
ya.
haha.
A-G-A-I-N
shows how lousy i am boo
always getting scolded.
sobs sobs..
self pity.
haha
"whatever.
i dont care."
(: does that sound familiar. haha quoted from somebody great (:
best excuse and best way to put something away from your mind.
haha okay. whatever. i dont care (:

2008-08-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

I live a empty sad life.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.

2008-08-11T17:13:00.001+08:00

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!

2008-08-07T21:01:00.008+08:00

yay today band ar play this song ar.. WOA cannot stand it can....
SO LOOOOOWWWWWWW play until all of us.. PUI hahaha
rachel lee got HIGH fever worrrr so sad right tomorrow nobody want to hold your hand.

haih.
suddenly very sad.
outside still suddenly rain so heavily.
haiihhhhhhhhh.
HAIHHHHHHHH......

“在喜欢的人面前，无论是谁，都是脆弱的”

2008-08-03T20:58:00.004+08:00

Happily ever after...

really?

2008-08-01T22:23:00.008+08:00

i'm soooooooooo tired! both physically and mentally.
hm. what did i do today.. chiong mornng jog. THANKS TO SOMEBODY!
then pe BASKETBALL!
and recess BASKETBALL!
then geog test argh.
then lunch CHA SHAO FAN with CURRY!
then band errr haih...
then after band BASKETBALL!
Charlyne's proness in basketball is totally undeniable.
approach her on the court at your own risk.
she 1 on 4 also win can TSSSKKKKKKKK
NO MERCY!
you have to consider the fact that we are just baby basketball playersssssss!
if you really intend to play against charlyne for basketball, here's the top 10 tips in random order:

1) DO NOT go near her if you have the ball.
2) DO run away from her if you see her approaching.
3) NEVER attempt to snatch her ball [you'll never make it]
4) NEVER catch any flying ball [even towards your direction] unless charlyne is of a safe distance away from you. [approximately a full court away that should be safe enough]
5) NEVER think that you will be able to catch a ball that charlyne missed when shooting a three pointer [she'll run at full speed and catch her missed ball even before we realise it]
6) NO POINT trying to act pitiful, hoping that charlyne will be soft hearted and pass you the ball.
7) NEVER play winner's ball or you'll never be able to touch the ball through out the whole game. trust me.
8) RUN for your dear life if charlyne is charging after you! er i mean your ball!
9) MUST add this rule into the game: NO snatching is allowed for charlyne.
10) last but not least, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, HUG THE BALL, squat down, AND NEVER LET IT GO if charlyne is trying to snatch it away from you.

YAY! so you cannot blame me that i'm so tired okaaayyyyyy CHARLYNE'S FAULT!
make christine injured some more tsk tsk haha. okay there are many more tips but TEN should be just nice for you to learn how to score at least a point (: oh yes... if you really do intend to win the game, make sure you go train for another perhaps 1o or 20 years (: good luck!

and tmr suey suey need to go the AJC's financial literacy carnival. remind me why i sacrifice my precious SLEEP [omg not my sleep time please!] on a SATURDAY [omg not my weekends too!] for this argh... carnival under the scorching hot sun!

2008-07-27T21:27:00.003+08:00

yay so long never post already.
woa... june holidays. july is coming to an end and august is coming!
so fast! how can!
too many things happened this few weeks. too many i cant even recall some.

okay firstly, i lost my wallet. so i'm officially BROKE. yay -.- lost my ezlink lost my ic BOO... crys
and secondly, i lost my precious earphone. so now i'm officially SAD.
but thirdly, WE GOT GOLD FOR NBC! YAY! 3rd in the division (:
however, fourthly, that meant no more sec fours forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

i have kick boxing lessons tmr. ya didnt read it wrong kick boxing lessons. pfffsss such a waste of time and money omg. shouldnt have signed up for that what NYAA thing. haih.

i have this sudden crave for HOTDOG! i dont know why. but i want to eat HOTDOG!

usually if you ask me what i want, i'll say nothing.
but usually if didn't ask me what i want, but gave me something i want, i'll be really glad.

charlyne going to eat ice cream tmr AGAIN ): i also want ice cream! boo!
hope the ice cream man give you wrong flavour! muahahaha some flavour like mint.toothpaste! hehe. da bao for me! (: exchange strawberry hello panda for ice cream!

i still want my hotdog :D and i'm in love with beef chili cheese fries from carl's junior!

2008-06-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

today i went out again. to do my hw. yay! so productive.
i did 2 physics, 2 emath and 1 ss say yay! haha aww... i went out with KIA LIN!
woopss.... say so loud later SOME ONE hear jealous woooorrrrrr...... HOR sijia?
wahahahaha

went to THREE shops today. first the pick and bite something like that. for lunch. eat the he ye fan. very pepperish and so much msg. tsk tsk.
then went to buy PEANUT PANCAKE! and CURRY PUFF!
but the peanut pancake is cold and small and not hard at the sides. jolli bean one nicer.
while the curry puff is also cold and the crust is not nice... amk one nicer.
hiah... why the things i eat today doesnt seem to taste nice...
then we went to kfc and got a LARGE cup of sprite share with kia lin.
then we went to ya kun to eat ice cream toast.
it all happened within 7 hours yay.

i want to eat subway subway subway! please please please (:
haha but i'm broke. officially broke. i dont know why. i got all my money from the little coin tub and ended up paying cents and cents to the cashier haha paiseh. but haha
ET IS A BROKE YET PIG SECTION!

shouldnt have been so stupid to LEND you stupid juniors money cause now i am BROKE to the core. ehhhh i want to complain ar complain! i collect interest already can! wa lao! owe so much money dont want to pay up pay up! ANGRY ALREADY lor! humph! >:( make me so POOORRRRRRRRRR!!!!! shouldn't have been so kind right!
dont want treat you all taohuey already! only rachel shall have since she doesn't owe me anymore money.
christine still owe me another curry puff!
PAY UP AR! if no i hang pig head already >:(

humph. shall not be angry because of BAD juniors! tsk tsk
i shall continue my BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG project (: just like every other june holidays from last year till the very end of my life hahahahahahaha :D

2008-06-15T12:25:00.002+08:00

i went out with kia lin ytd afternoon to do my hw! rather productive.. but not THAT productive enough. maybe cause we started late. and got kinda fed up with the math.
my math is getting from bad to worse.
haih. just like my tuba ): ):

whatever. dont talk about sad things. haha HAPPY!
i went to buy somethings after doing our hw. yay! HAPPY!
shhhhh dont tell you what i bought (:
then i went to thomson plaza for dinner. and ntuc to buy more things. but the shelves there are like EMPTY! shocked. then we realised they are going under renovation the next day. hm.. what a pity. become like northpoint. the place still looks new what for renovate! go so much money donate to me lar.. i so poor. tsk. haha.

ar... just one more week of holiday left. this is the fastest holiday ever! now i really thank god i didn't go for job attachment [not as if i could get a place though]

yay! today is the ONLY day i slept till i'm fully charged. i woke up at 11.30! (:
and today is also the ONLY day i'm staying at home! [if my mummy dont bring us out] (:
but i guess i wasted the whole morning sleeping. arh... haha. i shall do my hw now and continue with my lovely entertainment at night (:

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

2008-06-13T23:20:00.004+08:00

today i went to school!
haiya... abit sad lor. i cannot play properly. actually ar.. not abit sad lar... is very sad!
haiya... such sad things i also have no mood to post already.
haih. HAIH....

charlyne call today again yay! and i picked it up yay!
but still very sad lor haih so sad... cry already ):

oh wa and the tuba is really very heavy! when i shifted it out the of the school late i'm already in sweat. and so paiseh! i am like struggling under the weight of the instrument then suddenly alot of throwers walk out. haha pai seh. so strength.

then we went to thomson plaza to do hw. abit sian leh see the two scandalous! wa lao, so scandalous! aiyeerrrr....
THEN the two scandals still laugh at me! they spy on us during the NJC concert! still say spying on us is even more interesting than the concert! argh.
THEY BULLY ME!

boo... then rachel and i went to J8. rachel went home. and yay i went to watch movie called the happening.
hmm... haha no comments. a short movie though. quite nice la. abit gross only. haha. ALL THE BLOOD! haha.
looking forward to 22june! SUNDAY!

You'll always be a part of me (:

2008-06-11T20:11:00.005+08:00

yay i think we very pro can! haha.
tell you what we did today okay.
first we went to macs for breakfast at 10am and SURPRISINGLY christine lim and rachel lee ARE EARLY! [WOOW] and as usual sijia'a late. still buy her hotcakes so slowly and eat so slowly.
the whole pig section eying at her food and she seemed to enjoy it. HAHA too bad charlyne's not here.

then went to school and started packing our section bench. which was a great success.
get a shock when you see it MUAHAHAHAHA even neater than last year's one can! (:
we swept and washed the compartments under the bench with the mama lemon we found. haha.
then we found a brand new sparkling shiny euphonium! haha though the valves are all dried up. so we oiled it.
charlyne, you will get a shock of your life!

we went on stand hunting! found two stands at the clarinets and one stand at the trombones. wahahahaha.
and we labeled them according to numbers and now we have NINE metal stands! (: and 1 black stand :D
short of windmills now though. only have 5. and we have THREE working tuners and one more that kia lin brings home everyday. [and 1 more if you include my brother's]
we have plenty plenty plenty of tissue. probably half a year supply. [or perhaps lesser, looking at the tissue consumption of ET section]

we now have a totally empty and sparkling clean compartment to put our bags! :D
ohh and all the ancient things we dug out from weird places are really cool! pity prime is coming.. wonder if we are allowed to keep these ancients. haha and the section diary since 1992 till the red badges.

we took soooo long! wow. and who was the one who said we could complete the clean up in half an hour??
haha then went for sectionals. spent 15 minutes fixing the lousy valve and got myself injured all over AGAIN.
[did i mention that the bench fell onto my head and kiap my fingers when i was cleaning the inside? oh and i knocked my knee into the french horn case ): ]
then clumsy rachel lee fell and hit her old wound. haih haha why is the ET section getting more and more injuries? ALL CHARLYNE'S FAULT! ^^
ET IS CURSED by charlyne hehe
Charlyne called! HEHE (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
and DISTURBED! haha aww joking joking dont angry :D we didnt slack! we only rested and satisfying our hunger. *cheapskate section*

started practicing at 3pm [after much injuries and frustration in oiling the valve] all the way until 6.35 then come out 6.45pm kana scolded by miss susan lim ):
still bluff us say staff room lock and she never see mr cher's car so he went home already.
[when i went to the staff room to return key and saw mr cher still walking on the track to his car!]
my right middle finger's joint is still red and swollen. turning more blue and black though. cause i've knocked it time and again against the tuba when oiling. argh. it'll never heal. haha

yay had my favourite dumplings for dinner. dumplings as in those dumplings and not those green leafy dumplings haha nvm whatever. i'm from The Pig E.T. Section everything also like to eat one la. haha :D
i'm craving for my beloved pea crackers all of a sudden :D
FASTER COME BACK!

2008-06-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

pop haha is finally over.
the most dreaded day of my life. lol.
i didnt even realise time will pass so quickly.
haih haha I MISS YOU!

2008-06-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

it's just two more days and the bond is not even strong enough to persevere on.

happy? aren't you rejoicing now? this is what you've always wished for and your wish is granted.
haih i have no wish to go on.

everything is against me.
believe or not it's your problem, not mine.

i'm willing to take the blame just to cool this off and let the present be like the past.
just a little bit more tolerance and keep everything to myself hopefully things will turn right.
i must persevere and control no matter how tough things get.
thats how things are meant to be.
and i'm determined to keep it this way.
because everyone prefers peace...

2008-05-25T18:39:00.004+08:00

Charlyne is Great because:
1. she gave me an easy piece for noms that i couldn't play.
2. she laughed at me when i conducted doremon which made me lose confidence and so pai seh.
3. she bully kia lin and made her eeyore nod the head
4. she wants to go home to play badminton and basketball
5. she always makes me cry
6. she is leaving now
7. she stupid
8. she dont want to talk to me...
9. she ate my double choc donut!
10. she kana bullied by kia lin
11. her money got stolen by kia lin
12. she is fighting for the money back now
13. she is letting kia lin smell her feet
14. she got pissed off by me ):
15. she forgave me (:
16. hm... on second thoughts..
17. she claims that she is cute
18.
19.
20.

2008-04-12T19:18:00.003+08:00

i went missing for a few weeks.
i got kidnapped! -gasps-
by my textbooks hehehe (:
so happy. there's only ONE test next week and it is on MONDAY! say yay yay (:
so happy and free this weekend. not that i dont have to study for the test it'll be darn difficult for me. cause i know nuts about physics and i dont really listen very attentively in class.
[not that i do for any other subjects heh]
i think i spend most of the time during lesson trying to pinch myself awake or most likely and highly possible, doing my homework. haha. hey thats that best entertainment for me during lesson time okay. prevents me from sleeping.

someone is really depressed now like this ---> ): ): ): ): ):
and it caused me to be depressed too like that ---> D: D: D: D: D:
cheer up dear yay yay dont emo emo already :D :D :D :D :D

talking about emo reminds me of my chinese oral :/ okay lets not talk about that ^^

2008-03-26T15:23:00.001+08:00

i am sick! hahaha so funny right. heh heh but i'm getting better yay!

2008-03-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

so depressed. cause it is so depressing.
haha
hmm..
i wish i am already retired.
haha
fat hope
stop dreaming.
poof. the cloud is gone.
haha haiz..

2008-03-13T23:11:00.004+08:00

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you know the kia lin and sijia are evil mean asses humph ):
they pot calling the kettle black! >:(
haha. okay stop being childish. slap slap.

miss sia say we improve! but not good enough. as usual.hahaha.
the band improve can! so happy (:
i ate curry puff today! yum yum. so happy. and the squid and the dumpling too! :D :D :D
i shared with my brother and sister okay so i'm not a pig (:

sijia keep taking retarded and unglam pictures of everyone. so mean. must slap slap her.
eh.. no la. rachel lee and christine lim all along retarded one. hehe.
ah oh.. kia lin going to punch me already :P

haha baby mutton is so cute hahahahaha cannot stop laughing too funny already hehehehe hahahahahahahaha :D

2008-03-12T16:02:00.002+08:00

i am home alone on a rainy day indulging in my homework ):

2008-03-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

today is a rainy day again. and i was drenched even under my umbrella.
and my shoes and socks got so wet i think i can squeeze a tub of water out. heh heh
band prac was okay. just that we were the only section that was unaware of combine. for some reason we were not informed. haha i think we were so fast and quick we went for sectionals even before anyone announced that we are going for combine. oh wells... bad luck i suppose.
haha.
and we cleared the library! i suppose thats the thickest layer of dust i've ever seen. hehe.
but we were still not done yet sad to say. but nvm. it's a great accomplishment (:
but still not as good as our section bench. hehehehe
my comp is lagging. can't type properly.
i have not started any homework. i'm going to start tmr so wish me luck. haha.

little pooh is in my pouch (: because i miss you :D

2008-03-09T23:22:00.005+08:00

don't be pissed
and murder is no good

and i miss you
will you be back tomorrow?

2008-03-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

my mummy is in hongkong ):
and my sister cooked.
and guess what my brother said!
haha okay i think somethings are better left unsaid
my sister so nice right. i jokingly told her that i want to drink herbal tea got sore throat. [trying to tease her into doing more cooking]
and the next thing i knew, she really went to boil some for me. Hahaha aren't you jealous your sis doesn't do that! hehehe i know you are (:

bothers blow away in the breezes :D

2008-03-08T10:57:00.002+08:00

yay! holiday! haha went for nj concert. i like the songs (: haha elaine play so well! hahaha
saw dongran and her boyfriend! hehehe
xinru and weiying also.
evonne and celeste and jingwen and rachel chia! haha oh and elaine's cell group friends.

i woke up this morning and i have sore throat SUDDENLY! i was still fine last night weren't i?
booo.. got to go phs later. abit sian diao haha but cannot pangseh later people call me pangseh kia again. and even more sian diao i have tuition ):

oh yes! yesterday's band prac ended early 4.30 let off already so shiok right. haha and the timing was just nice for us to finish packing our section bench (: it looks so clean and neat and tidy! but we still cant find our tuner ): i suspect some section borrowed it and didnt return! surrender now before i catch you! haha now we are surviving on trombone's tuner.

that stupid charlyne left without saying goodbye to us ):

2008-03-01T11:04:00.002+08:00

i am BACK! i am back to reality (: woke up from the nightmare and back to where i should be (:
hahahaha yay ytd we went to watch L i'm so happy.
and i saw christine tan! hahahaha so fated to meet each other. always see her out of all ex-nps (:
still rmb that just brass concert she was there too! haha.

haha and i also saw kai en haha. i miss TwoLoyalty'07. aww... hahaha. she was also watching L with xinyuun and shiting haha. i miss crystal! hahahaha

i'm rather excited about next week and holidays HAHA yay yay yay dont tell you why.

2008-02-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

Downfall...

2008-02-24T12:58:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS SUNDAY! oh no.. and tmr will be MONDAY! ARRRRRR
but never mind it is WEEK NINE ALREADY! omg.
hahaha alright.
long time since i've blog. damn busy can. freak the physics project if anyone of you actually had any contact with me for the pass week or so.
wa lao eh and i tell you i thursday friday damn pek chek can. 是suay的咯.
okay dont talk about it i'd faint.

arhh.. but i still have to apologize to those whom i've accidentally unintentionally vent a little of my bad day mood at you or affected you in one way or another. yay. mainly to those who cared yay. and sorry Elaine spoiled the special day. and thank you ayu and rachel and charlyne for accompanying me to the play ground and before that,back to class to get my sausage bun which is so fun to climb over the... oops! am i suppose to say it! haha. nvm. i just feel like being a monkey all over again. climbing is fun (: i want to do it again! you should try. haha. if that's legal! haha.
oh and of cause to kia lin. really sorry for... hm.. for sounding a little pissed off when i spoke to you. or indirectly showed signs of rudeness. you know what i mean. sorry for spoiling your day with the other scandal. oops. heh heh.

lets talk about something happy.

omg i watched PS I LOVE YOU. arent you jealous! you should catch the movie. but dont forget to bring a couple packets of tissue paper. you'll need it. and dont regret if you didnt bring any. CAUSE I DID. and SOMEONE wasn't THAT nice enough to offer me any when that SOME ONE actually had two packets.
yar... so that's how EVIL SOME ONE can get. HEH HEH.
so basically i spent more than half the time trying not to stain my cheeks. yay.
in fact i couldn't get over the movie till this extent that i, ME, CHEUNG HAI CHING, actually bought the book. can you believe it. ME actually bought a book. hahahahaha okay i know you are so proud of me. thank you.

and now i'm day dreaming instead of doing my hw CAUSE i am missing my book. boo hoo...
hey section mates! lets catch L next friday! I BOOK YOU! (:

p.s. i love you (:

2008-02-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

COLD!!! omg i tell you. IT IS FRREEEZZING cold. my fingers are numb and i cant type properly now. haha but oh yeahhh....... i'm in hk at my aunt's house! later at midnight we'll be going to this place where they will sell all the CHEAP CHEAP things cause they need to clear all of those stuff for chi new year tmr! so the later you go the cheaper the stuff gets. sounds fun?? hahaha but i think i'll spend most of the time clinging on to my daddy to get warmth.. brrrrrr.........
i think i'll sleep on the way there hahaha
btw i'm wearing FIVE layers now hahaaha. and my daddy said he even tried wearing TWELVE layers before when he was young. siao siao right hahaha wrap until like dumpling.
AND you should seriously see my cousin. LOOK LIKE RICE BALL! hahaha so cute right!

and someone is going to share ang bao money with me!
[when all of them are going to be in HK$]
dont know which dumb dumb right! heh heh heh heh :P

2008-02-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

First February 2008 is the best day of my life yay!
i'm trying to recover from something [yeah.. something... you wont want to know]
but i'm still happy yay!
and so i'm going to share my happiness with everyone who reads my blog :D

so ya i'm going to go through the story of this very special day and thank everyone who made this day so special for me :D

yay. so firstly, i woke up pretty early today..at least earlier than the day before XD.
the reason is not because i'm excited or whatever, but it's because i'm afraid i might oversleep and be late. CAUSE omg this is the best part. charlyne, yaa.. charlyne and rachel lee made me stay up till 12am cause they want to be the first to wish me happy birthday. and so they are both competing in that sense.. you know? yar.. haha and charlyne claims that she won yar... although rachel wished my happy birthday first. [charlyne said rachel's clock is not on time, and she's the first to speak to me] btw charlyne called me and gave me a pleasant 'surprise'. yadidaa if i continue to elaborate i'll take 10 years to complete the post.

so moving on... the muttons actually READ MY NAME OVER NATIONAL RADIO! and the thing is...... i fell asleep like 5 minutes before they read it. alright. ya.. but i still really really really really appreciated the effort THOUGH I AM STILL SO SAD NOW! yarh...thank you dear :D

i went into class and thank you shermaine sarah and carol looooook for showing off your writing and drawing skills on the class white board. and thank you carol FOR GIVING ME SUCH A HUGE FRIGHT the moment i step into class. but i still appreciate the BIGGGGGGGGG hug you gave me :D

and thanks yinglin for the new invention of 青菜when you combine my name with xinying's. yay.

WOAH i tell you ar then after that so pek chek ar...dont know what happened to singtel and i was unable to send out any message so it got onto my nerves a little but oh wells... hahaha
and we didnt play ball today sad to say.. cause xinying had to do up the decos.
btw today's the last lesson mr leung's going to teach us. yay and he's so funny. and he is a smart smart guy from RJC woah my new idol. joking. haha.

band was weee~~
and then charlyne christinelim rachel lee and the two scandals went to amk hub with me. and ate nyny with my family and the 5 of them. some stuff blah blah blah.
yay.

so i'm home and present time! from:
carol~ baby pooh! + a wonderful note. :D :D :D :D
aikky~ condense milk+chocolate+note which explains the cute items :D :D :D :D
yuh chyi/angeline [i'm not quite sure i'm so sorry]~ yummy yummy lunchbox! :D:D :D:D
them[that's what xinying said which i suppose are yinglin joven hahahaha]~goodie bag! :D:D:D:D
two scandals and rachel lee and christine lim~ a beautifully hand sewn cushion[SO TOUCHED!!] and a sweet note rolled up and fitted into a glass bottle :D :D :D: D
ayu~a really cute birthday card with a stamp on the envelope. :D : D :D :D
my big jie jie~a baby pooh notebook[with piglet] identically the same as the other baby pooh notebook[with tigger] charlyne bought me! so fantastic now i have twin notebooks :D and also a mini capsule machine filled till the brim with skittles! :D :D :D :D
and last but not least
charlyne~a 18 paged story of...... heh heh cannot anyhow write later kia lin come anyhow say say tsk tsk heh heh. yay and this is the best present i've ever received :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D i shall spare you the details for this heh heh heh [please do not stay up till 3 am for such things WHEN THERE'S SCH THE NEXT DAY!]
oh yes and the ahem.. cake.. indirectly from ahem.. mr wong :D

and thank you to others who wished me happy birthday for so so so so many times
-melody + her obsession with sally!
-nat!
-pung!
-stupid shermaine who insisted she wont get me any present cause i didnt get her one last year oops!
-rachel simmy who wished me so so so early in the morning.
-fellow yeeching triplet mate too
-SHAO who offered nugget
-gloria who consecutively done so for 3 days.
-elysia! nice drawings :D
-THE BAND!
-THE CLASS!
-sarah chen!
-grace chua
-percs!
-chen li wen
-don
-jonk hoho
-daron! i'm so sorry i forgot your birthday and you actually remembered mine after so many years heh heh
and more and more i'm so sorry if i've left your name out! :D
sometimes a simple note means more than any huge present :D

so thank you all for making my day so special and memorable :D yay and I LOVE YOU! :D

2008-01-31T20:34:00.000+08:00

i tell you SECRET!

just now ar... when i was on the bus on the way home.... ahem...
i saw........ I SAW!!! guess what i saw. I SAW THE SCANDALOUS COUPLES! omg... AYU! hahaha
I caught them red handed at the bus stop wahahahahaha! omg so funny.
and quoted from someone: cheap skate scandalous partner. cannot afford hotel haha!
we cannot deprive them fromtheir happiness la!
HAHAHA i think you can guess where the quote came from.
HOR KIA LIN!

wa....seee la singapore so small next time want to 偷情 also cannot anyhow go ar!
HAHA!
hahaha okay okay la jkjk only. dont angry hor scandalous couple! heh heh :D :D :D

WOAH i tell you another SECRET!
GUESS WHAT! TOMORROW is FRIDAY! yay.
what's happening tmr ar? tmr no test! YAY! SO HAPPY! :D :D :D

2008-01-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

woah sian.....
hahahaha
you know last time when we were still young and innocent [blink blink], we compare how little tests we have.
like this:
a tell b: woah sian i have 6 tests next week
b tell a: MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA i only have 4!
a tell b: you win lor...

but now hor! is like this:
b tell a: woah sian i have 4 tests next week
a tell b: MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA i have 6! pro right!
b tell a: you win lor...

does it make sense? HAHA i dont know but that's what i've experienced
i dont know how to do physics lar! humph... >:( do till i @.@ already.
tmr is MONDAY i have monday blues...

I WANT FRIDAY! hint hint hehehehehe

2008-01-13T11:41:00.001+08:00

yay 13 jan already. hahaha week 3 next week wor. the previous two weeks ar........ actually there wasnt much.
if i were to count the events that happened i suppose it all happened on the same day. haha
last saturday was cca fair. quite fun la hor. hahaha but charlyne lost her phone. boo hoo. but we still went to my choy's concert. it was 5 thumbs up or more than that if possible! hahaha
i want to transfer to euphonium! hahaha if i really were to get into VJC i'll join band and transfer to euphonium hehehehe
jiayoujiayou. haha hmm.... quite shuang la.. first week and second week and third week also no test... but i dont dare to think of what may come ahead. haha week 4 geog and math test. and are you sure thats all?
lol abit bo liao lor.. at home... i cannot do hw at home la.. so horrible. i just laze around like nobody's business. i must go out and chiong hw. if not i'll just waste more time.

until now i still feel as if it is honeymoon hor.. still can go sleep at 9.30pm, like 1 and a half hour more than last year haha. i think when really chiong that time coffee also cant save me. zhen me ban. haha. eat chili.hahahaha i'll just die. :P
i bought a new pencil case :D and i shall go get a new wallet and a new pouch next week hehehe

and yes!! WHO IS INTERESTED IN FIESTA TICKETS! i need SOS help!! please!

2007-12-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

FELIZ NAVIDAD! hahaha i think i'm addicted to that song. thanks to elaine's church! hahahaha
and it goes

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero año y Felicidad

I want to wish you a Merry Christmas
I want to wish you a Merry Christmas
I want to wish you a Merry Christmas
From the bottom of my heart!

what a wonderful song that makes people want to sing and dance! woohoooo~

hohoho merry christmas! :D :D :D

2007-12-20T12:20:00.001+08:00

i should not hate others for my own mistake

2007-12-19T21:43:00.001+08:00

i hate edulearn

2007-12-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

today, we went to k at the restaurant from 3 to 11+. and now my 3 cousins are still there k-ing. haha. till 12 i think, till the restaurant close. haha. anw 21 of us were at the restaurant playing mahjong and k-ing before dinner was served. according to the adults the food tasted bad.. but i think our table didnt even realise anything we were all busy singing and fooling around.
anw played pool and i suck at it. played table tennis and injured myself... table tennis -.- how dumb can i get.

i didnt forget the band having their performance in singapore. so i was telling my cousins i missed the performance. then they drowned my with more songs. and so i forgot about it. oh wells.. haha
i wonder how good the performance was..

2007-12-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

firstly there was twoloyalty class party.
secondly christal said my blog was emo.
thirdly there was pri school chalet.
fourthly there was band camp.
fifthly i flew to hk.

wooo i can blog the whole night away.
class party at cleo's house and we took lots of pictures and remind me to get those pictures from ~~'s blog dont tell you later you go see all our spastic-ness.
it was really fuuuuuuuuunn to other sec 2 loyalty people if you missed this gathering WHAT A PITY. some one like.... LIKE..... YEEEEEEEECHING muahahahahahahahahahaha

christal said my blog was emo i shall make it less emo then!!
you know.. cause ar... i dont go around telling people about my sad life later they also sad right hor! then i tell people about my happy happy stuff then they happy also mar.. then i say so many times already still blog abit sian right. so in the end i realised i blog all the sad stories. HAHA.

hoho chalet. dumb lar.. hahahaha the world is turning upside down.
you know... the bbq pit was like set up by the GIRLS and the shopping of food are also done by GIRLS. hahaha okok la.. maybe not that bad. there are some nice people that help la... not say till we the greatest. anw i left on that day cause there was camp the next day.

band camp ar.. so happy 1st time i ate 3 slices of pizza for band camp.
and first time swearing in was so fast.
and first time i was in comm which i thought wasnt that horrible but abit.. ar.. haha i also dont know. i think i prefer being in normal groups. actually same same lar. i also not sure. lol
i also stayed up the latest this camp compared to the other band camps. though not the latest in all my overnight stays outside my house compound.
stayed up alllll night last year's chalet.

and soo... i went for cip the next morning early morning with shermaine and the three retards without packing my luggage to hk and was scolded by my mummy cause i reached home late.
anw it was quite boring and sian... coastal clean up. but since shermaine signed it up for me i went. so nice right me. hahaha

and now i'm in hk right... cold. maybe not that cold yet. and eat.. EAT.. eat shop eat sleep eat shop eat sleep everyday same stuff. i'll become a PIG sooooooooooooooon like i've always become so after every trip to hk but returning with an empty wallet.

yay i'm going to swim tmr. and i think if i'm lucky i'd be able to see my cute lovable niece. and if i'm lucky again too i'd be able to snap some pictures ^^

haha and yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesss to my wonderful juniors [dont prove me wrong] jia you jia you hahaha yay christmas concert! :D:D:D:D snap some pictures for me to seeeeeeeeeeeeeee and work harder before the potato tofu soup maker the beautiful S-I-A girl come and cook you into mash potato curry okay!

2007-11-18T17:47:00.001+08:00

i want to go for band Christmas performance...

2007-11-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

man... i'm jinxed lar. of all days i have to fall ill on the 16 of november.
pain one lar haiyo...
feels so horrible i wish it will vanish and pooof... it became kokocrunch [hey. i think this sounds familiar. did some one say that before?]

2007-11-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

it's getting boring.
and getting rather pissed off with my freaking brother.
there's no band tmr. sadness. which means another day at home.
but never mind. charlyne's coming to paint the gates. haven even buy paint yet paint what gates.
haha. i want to paint my walls. my mum will murder me.
never mind. haha. i'm getting bored again.
i want to get new specs. so i dont have to wear cons everyday.
are there any holiday homework up. heard that the website is down.

2007-10-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

aw man.. i'm really sad to realise that i'm no longer going to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow and find my way up the PE department staircase into the most lovely class ever. for once i dreaded the holidays. and guess what.. i really dread waking up tomorrow and realise there will never be any more lessons with mrs nath and crazy jokes and rantings with the craziest people ever.

i think i'm in no mood to blog about my beautiful class tonight. perhaps i'll try my best again on the 16th of nov. when it will really be the very last moments.

BTW guys! take pure geog so i can be in the same class as you :D :D :D :D :D
and to yuhui and xuejun.. aren't you guys having second thoughts! hahaha
<3 <3 <3 TWOLOYALTY'07

2007-10-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

spastic charlyne is currently doing some piggy chant at kia lin.

i'm not spastic! haiching is spastic! kialin is also spastic.
so in conculsion, charlyne is the only normal one under this roof.

NO! charlyne is the ABNORMAL one! hahaha kialin is normal but char and ching is not! =DD

usually spastic people will not admit that they are spastic.
okok fine. lets do a vote. those who think that charlyne is spastic put a vote on my tagboard please :D and those who think that kia lin is spastic also put a vote on my tagboard. thank you. those who think that haiching is spastic please hold your vote and keep it for next year. yay! :D

boo!!! two spastic people are intruding mypost!

2007-10-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

1. the person who tagged you is: CAI XIN YING

2. the relation with him/her is: MY GIRLFRIEND heh joking. my good mate

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
(a) DAO!
(b) not as DAO as aikky!
(c) still DAO!
(d) i dont care lar DAO means DAO!
(e) haha funneh funneh CUTE CUTE!

4.the most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
huh....... SHE ATE ME!

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you:
CHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnggggg!

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
uhhhh.... i'd.. i'd probably get DAO-ed to death. haha just joking. xinying so nice hor xinying!

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
less DAO.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
DAO her too :D

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she DAO me. haha wont larr.. nice dear xinying wont become my enemy even if she stole my boyfriend haha

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
teach her how to un-dao in 10 easy steps. hahaha FOC lesson leh!

11. your overall impression of him/her is:
so cute cute

12. how you think people around you will feel about you:
who is that crazy pok over there blabbering non stop like a chicken.. erm.. maybe not a chicken. it just came into my mind.

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is:
talk lor. talk non stop until people kee siao dont want to talk to me alrdy. haha joking.. i know when to stop dears no worries

14. the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
aiyoo.. why love and hate hate and love... world peace lar love everything and everyone yay!

15.the most ideal person you want to be is:
uhh... the FRIENDLIEST person you've ever met :D hahahahaha

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them:
i care and LOVE you too! come on now confess your love to me.. i've alrdy confessed mine. joking. haha

17. pass this quiz to 11 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) shermaine!
2) xinying :))
3) charlyne :D eh... charlyne no blog
4) carol... eh.. carol also no blog
5) rachel LEE! better confess your blog to me!
6) denise NEO my girlfriend
7) yeeching <3
8) kialin ar you update!
9) ayu astrid M! haha squadtionmate
10) ZENG yuhui!

who is no.6[denise] having a relationship with?
me la duuuh MY GIRLFRIEND WHAT. haha right... dont take it seriously and go round telling people i'm les! cause i'm not. i'm normal hey.. i like guys.. see that hot guy over there? hahaha
Is no.9[ayu] a male or female?
according to the ET book... she should be AN OWL!

If no.7[yeeching] and 10[yuhui] are together, will it be a good thing?
ah duuh. one keesiao one laugh laugh together tian sheng yi dui right!

What is no.2[xinying] studying?
oh... i just made her take up anti-daoing lessons from me.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[charlyne]?
er...3 hours ago? or you can consider 1 minute ago.e

What kind of music does no.8[kialin] like?
chinese songs. BAND SONGS!

Does no.1[shermaine] have any siblings?
one super clever gor gor

Will you woo no.3[charlyne]?
?!?! she flirt one larrrssss..... HOR!

How about no.7[yeeching]?
perhaps if i'm too poor to hire a tuition teacher.. HAHA oopss...

Is no.4 single[carol]?
err... if you dont consider retarded and spastic racheal sim! haha

What's the surname of no.5[rachel LEE]?
lee leee leeeeeeeee leeeeeeeee

What's the hobby of no.4[carol]?
going aggoooogaagaa over korean shows with racheal sim!

Do no.5[rachel] and 9[ayu] get along well?
perhaps i suppose so THEY SHOULD! it is under the book of ET laws... if theres this book. hey! i shall make one! the first law would be: those who do NOT bully juniors will be fined 5 bucks per minute! donate to section fund. :P

Where is no.2[xinying] studying at?
CHIJ SNGS. TWO JUSTICE classroom

Say something casual about no.1[shermaine]
dumb dumb

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8[kialin]?
!^.- ^.- ^.- o.O hahaha

Where does no.9[ayu] live?
somerset!

What colour does no.4[carol] like?
uhh.. it didnt occur to me before. shall go ask her on friday!

Are no.5[rachel] and 1[shermaine] best friends?
heeellooooo they dont even like know each other

Does no.7[yeeching] like no.2[xinying]?
erm... perhaps maybe i suppose i dont know!

How did you get to know no.2[xinying]?
same class last year marr... mao mao chong

Does no.1[shermaine] have any pets?
no.. she has lots of bears though. TEDDY bears..

Is no.7[yeeching] the sexiest person in the world?
HAHA! you might want to consider the possibilities

err.. why isnt number 10 mentioned! poor yuhui.. nvm i still love you hahaha

2007-10-08T18:41:00.001+08:00

yeah and it is finally over! haha and yes... i still dont understand why miss lim dont allow us to play ball. man...thats damn sad isnt it. like finally... it's all over and miss lim still dont let us play!!!!!! i want to play my basketball... haha
haha right... all about that.. so we didnt get to play that darn ball... so we went to macs and met charlyne there. btw the we is shermaine and yeeching yeah! haha then we went amk hub. charlyne... who is suppose to be STUDYING [hey. if you mummy reads this she'll MURDER you] went to gai gai with us. met so many people wors.
denise xuejun gloria+clique aikky+nat+mel+clique jan+ friend. pei ling+ abi+wenyi+garwai+whoever else i didnt see. haha.
so cool. yeah.

ugh... too lazy to blog liao lar.... feel so sleepy now when it is like so early... woooo shall sleep early tonight.. if i can! haha and...... oh yes.. it think i forgot something.
CHARLYNE YOU BETTER BE STUDYING HARD! :D

2007-09-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

thursday was huge fun. and coocheecoochee to those who didnt go. boo hoo :)
it has been such a long time since i've been to sentosa. and such a long time since i've had so much fun at sentosa. in fact... it had been such a long time since i've had so much fun!
haha. and getting myself so tired. and sore all over. and unbelievably my right feet's still sore this morning.

so be JEALOUS you're not able to turn up :P :P :P :P
and so.. talking about sore...
my left eye is tearing... i don't know why.
and it's still sore..

2007-09-05T19:22:00.000+08:00

STUPID DUMB DUMB HENG KIA LIN KIDNAPPED AND MOLESTED AND RAPED MY POOR TORTOISE!!
charlyne.......!!!!!!!!

ouch.. my left eye is sore.. :(

2007-09-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

today when i woke up it gave me a horrible shock.
the glass window is open! oh no!
[yeah yeah.. big deal?!]
then... i realised my tortoise is NOT hanging there anymore!!!!
[soo..!? my business..]
i thought it had dropped down into never never land...
[riiight....]
and i sprang up from my bed...
[drama..]
and i found it on the floor :D
[lame shit...]
i heaved a sigh of relief, made my bed, set my tortoise on top of all my pillows and went to shower.
THE END.
[childish...]

hahaha.
isn't it fun to talk to yourself when you have no one else to talk to? haha

mugging keeps my brain occupied.
mugging shoves everything else out of my mind.
mugging makes me happy! :D :D
hanukkah motivates me! :D :D

just when i thought i've reached there
it was shattered
and it hurts
but now i understand.
and i'd understand it better.
so i've given way.
and it hurts.

It means no worries
For the rest of your days
It's our problem- free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!

:D :D :D :D :D

2007-09-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

some one drew 1 blue line across my poor little BOLDY when i put it on my study table! :(
[theres 1/3 chance it's me :P]
and i was so sad i nearly cried.
hahahahahaha. i told my sis and she laughed. :(
i told my bro he looked up and continued his math. :(
i told my mum she said wash. and i said what if it cant come out. she said too bad. :(
booohoooo... nobody cares about my cute tortoise!
and so i wiped and washed the stubborn blue stain with tender loving care and it went off!
haha. end of story.
lame. i'm feeling lame. now it smells like dove shower foam :)

i think pudding is a very cute word :)
i think i'm rather dumb.
and i think i'm rather idiotic.
and i think i'm angry with myself.
and i think the devil and angel thing you often see in cartoons[esp tom and jerry] is fighting a vicious battle inside me.
hm..
ha..
你听见我心碎了吗

2007-09-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

the juniors must have thought that we were some silly pudding to go school so early in the morning to tune them. cause we didnt want the juniors to touch the tuner.
hahaha yeah right. woke up so early today to go sch to get our cookies. and met elaine jungwen and yanzhu. and miss sia!!
and she looks like she's in a good mood. haha.
listening to hanukkah and i miss my tuba... haha

i must mug. if not thurs cannot go sentosa... =(

where's my source of motivation!! stop being busy and come out! no time for hide and seek!

ahh... talking about motivation...
I WANT THAT BABY POOH NOTE BOOK FROM MINI TOONS!
hint hint hint hint hint hint hint... christmas is coming.
[can you tell i'm trying to dig some event out to make some one buy me that book? haha]
ar... i want i want i want!!! it is really really really freakingly damnly cute!!
but i can afford only one notebook.
and under some influences i bought the thicker one with dividers.
but i really really want that BABY POOH!! or baby piglet! =(
jayme ask me to paste a sticker on my new notebook but i don't have one...
it is really really cute! go take a look and you'll fall in love with baby pooh and piglet!
love at first sight...
i've still not gotten over saxophone yet though. haha.

i'll think of you tonight... :D

2007-09-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

silly pudding.
hahaha. you wont want to know what happened today.
7-8 hours of baking. puff...
ya.. really got puffed.
2 strawberry tarts and countless swiss rolls. i think i'll hate swiss rolls even more after this project.
the 1st try was totally screwed. strawberry tarts looks nice. but taste HORRIBLE. swiss roll taste nice but looks HORRIBLE.
2nd try was much better. strawberry tart looks nice taste fantastic. just too liquidish.
swiss roll looks as bad.
totally beaten up though it's only 7pm. i can memorize the recipe.
115g of caster sugar mix with 3 eggs and beat it till it looks like mousse and leaves a trail behind for at least 30secs.
fold in [whatever that means] 75g of flour and 1 table spoon of boiling water.
smooth out onto greased and lined tin. bake it for 10mins till golden brown or springs back when touched lightly.
flip over onto caster sugar laid out on grease paper and slice 2/3 through the cake and apply peace jam. roll it while it is still hot.
yeah! and it is done. so simple
try it!
haha. but we always manage to screw it up by breaking the cake while rolling. =(
denise's dad said: is it the mashed up cake in the fridge?
haha. it looks like a rotten christmas log. for our 1st attempt.
and de's kitchen now smells like pancake. haha. and her fridge it full of strawberry tarts.
haa.. i shall upload some pictures when denise sends me some.
maybe grace's stuff cabbage might work out better. HAHA! joking.
benny's gonna puke even before eating it.

deaddd tired.. pooof....
and my source of motivation is busy! hahaha

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

2007-09-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

i was silly enough to believe you're still here...
and you still cared...

2007-09-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

you bully me.....
i angry already >:(

2007-09-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

Everyone's the same....!
and i know I'm selfish for thinking like this...
but i don't care!

Broken promises...
If only you're here

2007-08-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

haha today's band prac was really exciting. wasnt as bad as we thought it would have been
miss sia was in a incredibly amazing good mood today. and that ends off our last band prac for the next month or so beautifully.
haha. ok. didnt do much actually. warm up. long notes. wa seh....16 counts can. haha. windmill. blah blah... make me feel so giddy.
THEN!
the moment we've been waiting for. The Phone Call!
muahahahahahahaha.
the call that saved our lives.
because of that call. we get to have a chance to prepare this surprise happy teachers' day song for miss sia! yeah! but... ahem.. abit landiao lar.
hehe.
miss sia came in then the drummers 2 3 beat roll.... so grand and nice and sudden leh! beautiful right!
then suddenly... quiet.. nothing happen. hey guys. we are suppose to SING the song for miss sia!
okay larrr.. some how we managed to get through the pathetic song. with miss sia giving this comment that we are out of tune. with this HUGE grin on her face.
yeah!
hahaha. anw that song was really disastrous lar. but it is the thought that counts right! hahahaha

oh oh oh. she also said: who made the cookies! got wash hand or not. later i get food poisoning. never buy insurance one lor.
something like that. hahahahahaha. so cute.
and she also said: you all act cute huh. sing me what happy teachers' day song. so that i cannot scold you all later.
hahahaha also something like that la. so cute.
hahahaha. she's nice today. yeah! agree. so fun.
so i guess without SEC THREES [:p] wasnt that bad after all.
and i think our band sounded rather okay. hehehehe SYF GOT HOPE!
love love love love :D